Chapter 12
The Secret Desires of Jared Bartholomew
(Ó 2007)
(Ó 2007)
Early October 1995
Kenilworth, Illinois
Kenilworth, Illinois
Just miles north of the heart of Chicago, along the shore of Lake Michigan, is located the city of Kenilworth. If you drive through Kenilworth by means of Sheridan Road, you will see the estates of some of the wealthiest families in America. Many tourists, and out own visitors are astounded when they take the drive on Sheridan Road to see these beautiful mansions, and the magnificence of the rest of Kenilworth with its tree lined roads with vintage brick homes.
Along Sheridan Road, you will find the estate of Mitchell Bartholomew, an American icon, success story, and self-made multi millionaire.
Mitchell Bartholomew came from humble beginnings, growing up in his hometown of Waukegan Illinois. When Mitchell was ten years old, he saw some documentaries of other famous American families such as the Ford’s in Detroit, and how they built their vast empires. All of this infatuated Mitchell. Not because of the contributions, that these entrepreneurs gave to their fellow Americans, but of their affluence and all that came with it.
At the youthful age of ten, Mitchell Bartholomew decided that the one thing he wanted more than anything was to be stupendously wealthy. So he began to apply himself, to do well in school, to study and learn all that there was to economics and business.
He also studied the history of all the famous American capitalists, and while he was still in high school, he made a discovery. That being that the old adage, “It’s not what you know, but WHO you know” is, unfortunately, so accurate. Young Mitchell then started to scrutinize the Society Columns in the two major newspapers. He made it one of his many priorities of knowing just who is who. Because Mitchell now, through the course of all his research, found that not only did he wanted to be extremely rich, he wanted everything that came with it. The contacts, recognition, prestige, authority, influence, and yes, above all, the power.
Mitchell’s knowledge from the Society Pages paid off greatly one evening early in his senior year of high school. He was attending the opening football game of his high school. His schools team was visiting a rival school in the affluent community of Lake Forest. Mitchell recognized Miss Laura Hathaway. Laura was not the material that cheerleaders and homecoming queens were made of. She was a plain looking girl, thin, with straight light brown hair to the middle of her back, eyeglasses and a slight overbite.
However, that was of no concern to Mitchell. What mattered to him was who Laura’s father is, Allan Hathaway.
Allan Hathaway owned twenty automobile dealerships in the Chicago and North Shore area. It was said that there was not a type of car made that Allan was not selling. You could get from any of his dealerships, cars ranging from Volkswagens, Toyotas, Fords and Chevrolets; to Mercedes Benz, BMW‘s, even Bentley’s and Rolls Royce. He even sold the Yugo during their short period of popularity.
Allan Hathaway was also extremely well connected, in not only business and finance, but politically as well. He was a high-ranking member of the Democratic Party in the state of Illinois.
That evening of the football game, Mitchell maneuvered his was to Laura and began a conversation with her. Laura, who was not use to having boys pay attention to her, especially boys as handsome and charming as Mitchell, was immediately infatuated with him. Before the “chance encounter” ended, Laura found herself saying “yes” to Mitchell, and was going to be experiencing her first date ever.
Soon afterwards, Mitchell was starting to frequent Laura’s home and becoming a fixture among the family. Allan Hathaway was skeptical of the young man at first, because Mr. Hathaway was a realist. He loved his daughter dearly; however, he knew that she was no Miss America. Over time though, Mr. Hathaway’s skepticism of young Mitchell subsided, and began to trust his intentions.
Laura had given Mitchell a few pet names such as “Mitchy”, “Mitchy-poo”, and “sweetums”. However, her friends also had their own pet name for Mitchell, “Eddie Haskell”. After the sly and deceiving young man from the old sitcom, “Leave It to Beaver” whose reruns they would watch on television.
Laura’s friends would always tell her of their suspicions about Mitchell, even telling her of the several occasions when he cheated on her. She though would not allow herself hear any of it. She would get angry with them and tell them, “I know what you’re all thinking, that a girl that looks like me just doesn’t have what it takes to have a guy that looks like Mitchy. Why are you so jealous? Why can’t you be happy for me?”
While at dinner one night at the Hathaway home, Mitchell met a close associate of Mr. Hathaway. Joel Berg was in charge of all the advertisement that had to do with the Hathaway dealerships, and Mitchell was giving him his undivided attention. It was this meeting that Mitchell decided what he wanted to do in life, advertising and the media. After all, Mitchell thought to himself, if those moronic car commercials can help Mr. Hathaway obtain his wealth, imagine how someone with a great creative streak could do with anything.
During the spring of his senior year, Mitchell discovered how well he had become at manipulation. While again at the Hathaway home, the discussion of his future came up between him and Laura’s parents. He told them of his straight “A” grades and of his 3.97 Grade Point Average. He could get into any college; however, he would have loved it if Northwestern University in nearby Evanston had scholarships. He considered Northwestern the equivalent of any of the Ivy League colleges. He also told them how it would be able to keep him close to Laura, who was going into the family business right after high school. He also feared that it might be too late to apply for entrance to Northwestern.
The following week, Mitchell found himself the recipient of a special “Hathaway Foundation Scholarship” to Northwestern University, and that Mr. Hathaway called in some favors and had Mitchell’s “application” accepted.
Mitchell used his time a Northwestern to get himself more connected, and his grades there were excellent. He also made time for many of his trysts that were completely unknown to Laura and her family. Mitchell learned the fine art of deception, concealment, and secrecy.
After his graduation, with honors, from Northwestern, Mitchell and Laura were married in a stylish ceremony, with a mammoth reception at the Four Seasons Hotel in Chicago. Almost six hundred guests, most of the high society of the Chicago area was there. Mitchell knew everyone of them from his years of research of the society pages. It all came in helpful when he made it his business to meet and converse with all of them.
Soon after his marriage, Mitchell then began to use all of his new contacts, and of course, the financial help from his father in law, to start his advertising and media company. He founded MB Media, and in a few years, he turned it into one of the prominent companies in America. He soon found himself on the pages of all the major business periodicals and newspapers. He expanded from not only advertising and media, but also entertainment by purchasing syndicated radio and television stations. He obtained the wealth and lifestyle that he had always dreamed.
However, to Mitchell, it just was not enough. Nothing ever seemed enough for him once he achieved whatever he set out to do. No, what Mitchell Bartholomew wanted now was to make his name synonymous with that of the other established families of America. He wanted to make his family part of what is referred to as “American Royalty”. He wanted the Bartholomew name to be on the same prestigious list as the Rockefeller’s, Vanderbilt’s, Roosevelt’s and Kennedy’s.
The one thing he needed to achieve that was children. Therefore, he, as he would explain to his mistresses, “did what he had to do” and got Laura pregnant. The result of that pregnancy was his son, Jared. However, there was another result that became a disappointment to Mitchell. It turned out that Laura was not strong enough for childbearing. She had to be in bed for the last four months of her pregnancy. During labor with Jared, she ruptured her uterus, and she could no longer bear children.
Yes, Mitchell was greatly disappointed, however as Jared grew he noticed something about him. Jared was not just a handsome boy; in fact, you could say he was a beautiful boy. Moreover, as he grew older, he grew more beautiful. His black hair and blue eyes stood out. With that, Mitchell now saw opportunity with tragedy, and began his greatest media campaign, the publicity of his son.
In adolescence Jared had been blessed with a perfect complexion, his face never knew a blemish. In addition, perfect straight white teeth. Soon Jared started being seen throughout America on television during interviews with his father. When he entered his teenage years, he started to appear on the magazines that are targeted for young girls.
Mitchell made sure that his son was always dressed in the best designer clothing. He made him take up tennis and golf which young Jared became quite good at.
Jared made the society pages always; he was being shown on entertainment news programs going to one event after another. When he started dating, it was always with some new young starlet or daughter of a powerful politician or business executive.
Jared followed his father’s footsteps and attended Northwestern University, majoring in Marketing and Finance. He was being groomed to take over the Bartholomew empire. After graduating from college, he indeed began working with his father at MB Media and was taking charge.
He was now being seen on all the famous celebrity publications. He was always on the “TOP TEN ELEGIBLE BACHELOR” lists in all the women’s magazines.
However, there was something about Jared Bartholomew that the public was completely unaware of. Yes, Jared Bartholomew could, at the snap of his fingers, have his choice of any movie starlet or super model around. However, Jared Bartholomew had a compulsion, a deep-seated and powerful obsession. Jared Bartholomew preferred to be in the company of young boys.
His secret was discovered though by one man, his father, when Jared was twenty. Apparently, Jared forgot to secure his “special footlocker” in his walk-in closet. There Mitchell discovered photos of naked boys from the ages of eight to twelve. There was also some child pornography in the forms of videotapes and magazines. In addition, to add to his discovery, there were books and news magazines from organizations dedicated to the practice and belief in “Man/Boy Love”.
Mitchell confronted his son privately, but in an angry tirade. He held in his hands some of the magazines and pictures that Jared kept locked away. He threatened his son with everything from expulsion and exile, to immediate poverty. However, to his astonishment, Jared observed his father’s tirade with some calm and even boredom. When Mitchell realized this, he immediately became composed. Mitchell soon made another discovery, and learned from another old proverb, “the apple does not fall far from the tree”.
Mitchell had discovered that his son had inherited his shrewdness. Jared calmly said to his father, “You’re not going to do a fucking thing to me dad, so you can forget threatening me with anymore of your shit. Don’t think that I have never known what your ambitions have always been. You use people like toilet paper and wipe your ass with them everyday.”
“Don’t you talk to me like that you - - -”
“Dad.” His son said with unusual calm while holding up his index finger, “Shut the fuck up, and listen.” Jared stared at his father and smiled sardonically, “You even used mom to get where you are, so don’t give me any of your moral bullshit. You’re even using me now to get to this certain plateau that you crave. And to surprise you, I want all that shit too. Therefore, I’m going to find me some bitch that wants all that too, all she has to do is have the fucking rug rats. I’ll find one easy, there thousands of them out there.”
“You think so huh?”
“You’re fucking ‘A’ right I think so. Hell, I KNOW so.” Jared said. “I’ll find some bitch that’s just like you and me, she gets this lifestyle and all the material bullshit that comes with it, and gives you the heirs you want. She gets what she wants, you get what you want, and I keep what I want.”
“Do you really believe that you can make me go along with this?” Mitchell asked.
The smile grew more sardonic, “You’re the one who’d better fucking believe it. When it comes to the ‘family plan’ that you have? You need me more than I need you. Hell, one thing that you taught me, with our money? I can get whatever I want, and get whatever I need done.”
Jared then stepped to his father and took his property out of his hands, “I believe those belong to me thank you.” He then replaced them neatly back in his footlocker. “I’d appreciate it if you stayed out of my things and respect my privacy.”
“I guess you have one over on me then.”
“I got more than one. I can’t help what I am dear old dad, meaning all of this.” Jared said as he locked the footlocker. “But, everything else I am? I got from you.”
From that day forward, Mitchell and his son had made a “business arrangement“, to keep his son’s secret. When he would be ready, they both would find a woman whose main ambition was to live their lifestyle and give it to her. All she would have to do is bear Mitchell the heirs for the dynasty he sought. He would even help in covering up when things went awry. Jared would take trips out of the country where he could satisfy his compulsion. He would travel to Bangkok, Amsterdam, South America, and even to the Ukraine where he could easily find the young boys, and the people who could supply them, to fulfill his desires.
Jared’s greed for his compulsion was also feeding into his growing arrogance, he believed that he deserved the freedom to do as he wished, and society is to be damned with their outdated morality. Nevertheless, until then, he kept all things secret.
He founded the “Bartholomew Youth Project”, which was supposed to assist the most underprivileged children in the northern Illinois area. It was designed to have a place for underprivileged youth to learn the fine arts, music, and free tutoring in their educations. He said in an interview that he wanted to help these youth find ways to get themselves out of poverty through their minds. That athletics was not their only way out of hardship.
However, Jared was also secretly using it scout out the most vulnerable of young boys. Those who have single parent home, preferably a single mother. The boys were to be the most destitute, the most powerless, but also, the most beautiful. He would seek them out and then personally “take them under his wing”.
This is how it continued. To help keep everything clandestine, Jared and his father would keep the façade going. Jared would always continue to be seen in the company of the most beautiful young starlets, the top super models, and even some older women once in awhile. He would be seen in the company of the most influential business people, and powerful politicians, even being invited to black tie events at the White House.
Keeping Jared Bartholomew’s unheard of life secret was proving to be easy for him and his father considering the combination of their wealth, increasing power, and even further increasing influence. That is until, unbeknownst to them both, someone else had learned of Jared’s secret.
* * *
It was that time of the year where there always seemed to be this unseen battle between summer and autumn. October in Chicago can find you either wearing an overcoat one day, then short sleeves the next. Sometimes this could happen to you on the same day. Overcoat in the morning, needing short sleeves by afternoon, and vice versa.
This night, Jared Bartholomew, now twenty-five years of age, found himself enjoying what may turn out to be one of the last warm autumn evenings for the rest of the year. He was standing alone on the concrete and marble patio that overlooked his family spacious backyard. It was now just dark, and he was taking in the view of Lake Michigan, watching the boats on the water as they and their captains were taking advantage of the warm evening.
Jared was deep in his own narcissistic thoughts. He believed that he had the world, “by the balls”, how his celebrity status was power. The public saw him through his media manipulation, that he could do no wrong. To the “lemmings” as he referred to them, he had the status of sainthood.
He would be alone tonight at the estate, just as he planned. His parents were at one of the many “social events of the year” where all of the who’s who in Chicago, simply had to attend and be seen. Jared informed his father to inform everyone there that he had the stomach flu, or any other excuse they would buy.
To insure that he would be alone, he gave the entire staff the evening off on him, as he had done many times in the past. They were to be “rewarded for all their hard labor”, so he arranged transportation to one of the five star restaurants downtown, plus an evening at the Lancelot Night Club, all at his expense. They could even take their spouses or significant others. “Order what you want and all you want, damn the expense, don’t worry about it, and just have fun.” He told them all.
However, this was just a cunning ruse by Jared, to ensure that he had the estate all to himself for the next few hours. He would need the grounds as well as the guesthouse. Because the “Ice Cream Man” was coming tonight, with a “special treat” just for him.
The staff had all left a little over two hours ago at six o’clock. During that time, Jared had prepared himself with a nice hot bath, and a good clean shave. He dressed himself in his black silk trousers along with a cream-colored silk shirt. It was warm enough this evening to wear sandals, so he did. He fixed himself a snifter of brandy and walked out to the backyard patio. He took a sip from the snifter then looked at his wristwatch, it was 8:15 in the evening, and the “Ice Cream Man” would be there in about forty-five minutes.
He then stepped to the end of the patio. A five-step stairway led onto the perfectly manicured lawn. The backyard was surrounded by tall spruce trees that were almost thirty feet tall that helped to insure the family‘s privacy. They were just at the beginnings of the color changes for autumn. The eastern end of the backyard though was open for the view of the lake. Jared had now walked just over halfway the distance of the backyard, to enjoy the evening view even more. The half moon was just beginning to come over the horizon.
Jared stood there, deep in his thoughts, deep in his anticipation of his “treat” that evening. How powerful he felt, how untouchable. He loved this time he always had to himself, just contemplating himself, and his status in the world. There was only one thing wrong tonight.
Jared was not alone. - - -
- - - They were everything that that the elders had taught to him about these people.
These people.
He remembered the elders telling him, “Yes, part of you comes from ‘these people’, but your heart comes from ours. Our heart is your heart, and that is what will keep you as one of us.”
These people.
The elders taught him that ‘these people’ only see as far as their hands can reach. They do not see what is beyond them, or around them. They never have learned how to watch. They never distinguish the slight changes around them, or even acknowledge what they may have set eyes on before. He saw how this was true during the whole time he watched this target, this man. He would pass him in the street, even in the hallways of some buildings, and he would never notice him. He even would even be in the same room with him sometimes, and he was never recognized.
‘These people’, he was taught, never learn to listen to what is around them, to what seemed different. If it was different, they made an excuse for it. Some of the creaking he caused while outside the targets large home, they would blame the age of the house, or the wind.
He remembered asking the elders, “Why don’t they learn to watch or listen?”
The elders told him, “Because, they hold on to tightly, all that makes them fat.”
He now watched the man, his target, standing on the lawn, the man he has watched, followed, and studied now for seven months. He stood and continued to watch him from the tree line behind the right of the target. He has seen him do this before, he was there the last time he “rewarded the staff”. He watched as the other man came, and left the boy there with him.
He watched as he was with the boy, and saw for himself what he does with them. He watched what he did to other boys. Boys that he did not have specially delivered to him by the other man, the other target. Whom, if all goes as he anticipates, will finally be observed by him within the hour. He would now see what the next target looks like. He knew that the other target was on his way here at this very moment.
Tonight it will all come to an end. Tonight he must carry out his neutralization of this particular objective. He knew he now had less than one-half an hour, when the target had walked out to the middle of the back lawn, just as he expected he would. He now stepped out from the tree line. Stepping slowly, silently, and undetected, just as he was trained to do.
He positioned himself now behind the target, staying in his blind spot, maneuvering himself to stay in the targets blind spot, as the target would move his head. The meticulously manicured lawn made it easier for him to remain silent. Within minutes, he was standing right behind him.
He now stood just eighteen inches behind the target, breathing shallowly through his mouth; he began to position his hands for the attack. His left hand up, palm out, level with the back of the targets head. His right hand, level with his left, palm facing left.
He would commence the attack at the count of three in his mind.
One ----- two ----- THREE - - -
- - - Jared was suddenly jolted out of his train of thoughts when he was seized by his head. He dropped the snifter of brandy to the lawn. One hand was clamped around his jaw, nose and mouth. The other was pushing the back of his head into this hand. He tried to move, but instantly discovered that any resistance put an extremely uncomfortable strain on his neck. He felt that any movement on his part would easily snap his neck. His breathing passages were totally blocked. Whomever it was who had a hold of him had great strength, and let him know it in subtle ways.
His attacker now positioned the hand that was over his mouth so that the middle finger was going into his left eye. He now felt his attacker draw his body close to his, and his face was now just behind his left ear.
As he struggled as best he could, Jared then heard the soft voice of his attacker whisper in his ear, “Do not resist me.” Jared continued to struggle, but the voice repeated coolly and serenely, “Do not resist.”
Jared ceased all movement, he felt as if his head were in a vice. The voice was more quiet than quiet, as if the man behind him had no vocal chords. Jared felt as if he was the only person who could hear this voice. The voice seemed as if it could only be heard a couple of inches away. It was the overall calm tone though in this voice that seemed the most frightening to Jared.
“I’m going to let you breath now,” the whisper said, “make any sound, show any resistance, and I’ll snap your neck like a pencil. Do you understand?”
Jared nodded ‘yes’ as best as he could, and the attackers fingers moved away from his nostrils. Jared drew his breath hard through them.
“Go to your knees,” the voiced whispered to him, “I’ll help you down.”
Jared slowly went to his knees then, his breathing was hitching through his nostrils due to his fright.
“Now, lie down on your stomach and chest,” the voice said, “again, I’ll help you.”
Jared then was slowly lowered to the lawn with his abdomen and chest flush to the ground. He felt the man now position himself to a sitting position on his lower back with his chest flush with his back and his knees to his sides. His face still behind his left ear.
“Now, move your arms out to your sides, like the wings on an airplane, place your palms upwards.” The voice calmly demanded. Jared obeyed the command and placed his arms exactly as he was instructed.
The attacker stayed silent for a few seconds, and then whispered into Jared’s ear, “I’m going to remove my hand from your mouth now. Do not make a sound. Do not turn your head. Keep your forehead to the ground. Do you understand?”
Jared nodded ‘yes’. With that, the attacker removed his hand, however, his other hand remained on the back of Jared’s head, and his face moved to his right ear. Jared could not see the man’s face, but could still feel his enormous strength.
Jared then asked quietly, “Do you want money man? I have plenty in the house.” The attacker remained silent. All Jared could hear was the calm rhythm of his breathing. “Really, let me go, I give you plenty, then you can leave. OK?”
Still, all Jared heard was the breathing, the attacker did not speak.
After a few more silent seconds, Jared asked in frustration, “C’mon man. What’s this all about?”
“You have no idea why I’m here, do you?” The man whispered.
“No. No I don’t.”
The man the drew his lips closer to Jared’s ear, and Jared listened in shock as his own words were repeated to him through the whispering voice, “My, how beautiful you are. My God. There’s not a hair on you.” It was the words Jared would say to the boys, he would say it to them, as he would remove their clothing. “My, my sweetheart, do you know how really beautiful you are? I’m going to show you honey.”
Jared froze, his bowels began to tighten up, but it was what was said to him next that truly frightened him. “Go ahead. Tell them anything you want. You little piece of shit. Who the hell do you think you are? Do you know who I am? You? You’re nothing, and your mama? She’s an illegal wetback.” He was hearing word for word what he told Tave Ramirez, a twelve year old Mexican boy, some three months ago, when he had threatened Jared that he would go to the police, because he didn’t want to do what he was doing with Jared anymore. Jared had seduced him three times. “You and your mama? I’ll have you sent back to Mexico fucking fast. I’ll have you both sent to Juarez, and I know some people there. What I do with you? There will be a hundred guys a night doing that to your mama. Besides, who are you? You think anyone would believe you? I’m Jared Bartholomew; people believe what I make them believe.”
Jared now sensed some anger in the man’s whispering voice, even though his tone remained so calm. He felt the hand that was on the back of head applying more pressure and his face was being pushed into the lawn. Jared now felt the mans’ other hand now between his shoulder blades, and it began to slowly go down his spine.
The attacker’s whisper continued. “And, really, even if they believe you and start an investigation? I can drag this whole thing out for years. Do you know what my lawyers are like? Do you know what I will do to you? Your picture will be mysteriously leaked to the tabloids. I can leave the country and live anywhere. You? I’ll make sure that every kid in your school, every kid in your life knows that you are the kid who let himself be butt fucked.” The attacker then placed his lips closer to Jared’s ear and whispered harder, “BUTT FUCKED.”
The attacker repeated Jared’s threat to Tave word for word. Jared realized that meant the man was there when he said those things to the boy. Jared’s fear now overcame him, it got the best of him, and he urinated in his slacks. Silence came once again, and Jared felt the man ease off on his grip and pull his face back from him. The man’s hand was now somewhat caressing Jared’s spine.
“OK man,” Jared said, “Really, c’mon now what’ll take? You want money to keep quiet right? We always keep a half million in cash in the house. It’s yours man. You looking to be paid more? We can arrange that. Please man, just let me go, and the cash is yours.”
Silence. Not a word spoken. The only sound was that of a delicate breeze through the trees, and the distant sound of the waves from the lake.
“What do you want man?” Jared asked quietly. “Just tell me. What do you want? How much? I’ll pay it.”
Still silence.
Then Jared felt his hand massaging his spine gently. “Oh, is that it? You want to fuck me or something? You want to fuck me then pay you? What the fuck do you want from me?”
Then the man whispered, “I want you to lie perfectly still. Don‘t move a muscle. Don‘t turn around.” Jared then felt the man release his grip and stand up. Jared began to shiver from fear. It was again completely silent, but he could sense the man standing beside him. A few seconds past, they seemed to drag into minutes, but Jared did as he was told. He stay perfectly still, he could smell the aroma from the grass and feel it as it slightly cut into his face.
Jared then spoke, “Listen, there’ got to be - - -”
Jared then felt a striking blow to the middle of his back right on his spine and he heard a sickening cracking sound. He felt an enormous pain shoot through his extremities and he drew in a breath to scream from the pain. Before he could though, his attackers’ hands clamped down over his mouth and his scream was muffled in his powerful hands. Then, the pain subsided somewhat. The pain left his legs and arms, but remained in his back.
“Be quiet now,” the mans voice whispered the command into Jared’s ear calmly, “be quiet now and take the pain. Take the pain.”
Jared’s muffled screams subsided, and his attacker gently replaced his face to the lawn. When Jared calmed down somewhat, the attacker placed Jared’s forehead firmly to the ground and released the grip from his head. However, he straddled himself over Jared again, and placed his lips to Jared’s ear.
Jared’s muffled screams subsided, and his attacker gently replaced his face to the lawn. When Jared calmed down somewhat, the attacker placed Jared’s forehead firmly to the ground and released the grip from his head. However, he straddled himself over Jared again, and placed his lips to Jared’s ear.
“Here’s what I want from you.” He said, now in the same calm, quiet, slow, but commanding whisper. “Always remember why this happened to you. Always tell the truth on everything that you have done. If you do not do this, I will return to you, and I will make this worse, I promise you. I’ll be watching you, always. Do you understand? I will be watching you always.”
Jared then felt as his attacker got off him. He sensed that he had moved directly behind him. He felt that he was standing behind him, just staring down at him. Jared was too frightened to move, and in too much pain to speak, he could not if he tried.
Silence came again … and remained.




