Chapter 15
The Cold Reception
(Ó 2010)
(Ó 2010)
The Yellow Cab Logan rode in was on I-75 and soon came to the sign that read, “BRIDGE TO CANADA/PORTER ST.” The driver followed the arrow from the sign and now was just a few minutes from the Ambassador Bridge, the bridge that linked Detroit to Windsor, Ontario. The only place in the world where you could travel southbound to get into Canada.
Canada, the country that the Lakota Sioux once affectionately referred to as “Grandmother’s Land”, after the Queen of England. Logan gazed at the old bridge and followed its span to the other side of the Detroit River. In less than fifteen minutes, he would be out of the United States and maybe … just maybe … the most difficult part of this journey would be behind him.
Logan wore his hat low with dark sunglasses, even though it was late afternoon and it was starting to get dark, and he also had his scarf drawn up to his chin.
The driver, an older gentleman of African decent with silver hair at his temples turned to Logan and asked, “Would you like for me to take you over sir?”
“Yes, please.” Logan replied using his natural American accent and handed the driver a ten-dollar bill, “This should cover the tolls for you to and back.”
The driver took the bill and proceeded to the exit, which made a wide circular turn, then straightened and started to go upward. Then onto the bridge to drive for the 7,500 feet into Canada. Logan laid his head back on the seat and looked up through the rear window. He watched as the steel cables and high support towers of the suspension bridge passed on both sides of him. He felt the cab as it angled upward and soon he would be over 150 feet above the river - - -
- - - When Logan awoke the first thing he noticed was that, his bedroom was drenched in sunlight. He sat up and rubbed his eyes then looked to the clock on the table next to his bed, he saw that it was 3:45 … in the afternoon; he had slept for fifteen straight hours. He kicked his feet over, sat on the edge of his bed, and again rubbed his face. He now felt the roughness of four days of beard growth on his face.
“Damn.” He said to himself, “This civilian life is starting to make me into a wimp.” He was disappointed in himself for not fighting his fatigue and going to Le Club Argenté D'oiseau. In his days as a Legionnaire he would have been in the field for four days then off for a night or two on the town with hardly any effort whatsoever.
He stood up from his bed, stepped into his bathroom, and looked at himself in the mirror. His hair all disheveled and with the addition of the four days of growth on his face, he looked as if he should be begging for spare change out on the streets. He decided to take another quick shower, if nothing at least the make his hair presentable again. The hot water and soap rejuvenated him and now he was very wide awake. He stepped from the shower to his sink and filled it with steaming hot water. He retrieved his can of shaving cream from the medicine chest and applied a thick lather to his face. He let the lather set on his face to help soften and raise his beard, as he did so he combed his hair straight back. Then he took his razor from the medicine cabinet, swirled it in the hot water, and began to shave starting with his upper lip. He heard the sound of which he could only compare to Velcro strips being slowly pulled open as the razor removed the stubble from his face.
Slowly he would move the razor across his face, and then would feel around the freshly shaved area for the minute stubble that was left behind with his fingertips. Then he would pass the razor again, this time against the grain until his face was “as smooth as a baby’s butt.”
He now rinsed off his face with cold water and looked at himself in the mirror. Unusual how a shower and shave can make you feel like a whole new man. He then went to his dresser and again put on a new pair of briefs. He also put on a clean pair of sweatpants along with a white t-shirt. He thought to himself that Jean-Luc was right. That he would now be in a lot better shape to see that girl Lily, now that he was fully rested. He would relax a little, then get dressed, then make his way for Le Club Argenté D'oiseau later that evening.
He went to his kitchen and began to make himself some eggs, toast and coffee. Even though most people were having their dinner, Logan had to have breakfast food because he had just awakened. As he put on the coffee he turned to switch on the television set. To Logan’s surprise, there on the screen was Captain Thiebulet. Logan turned up the volume and from what he could tell; this was a taped news conference from earlier that morning.
Apparently, the arrest of Bela Volchescu and the raid on his compound was the number one news story in the country. The Captain was giving a statement about how this operation and arrest had put a stranglehold, and set back, organized crime not only in France but in all of Europe as well. Standing with him were high-ranking members of Interpol and the GIGN as well.
Logan watched the report as he made his late evening breakfast; the story was the dominate one on the news. He sat in front of the television, ate his eggs, toast, and watched as several correspondents covered the story. They were reporting everything from how the raid itself was executed, to the life story of Bela Volchescu. After about five more minutes, Logan reached over to the side table next to his chair for the telephone and dialed Jean-Luc.
Logan heard the phone ringing on the other side of the line, on the third ring he heard it being picked up and Jean-Luc’s voice saying, “Ahlo?”
“Jean?”
“Logan! How are you my friend? How did your evening go?”
“Well, it didn’t,” He answered low toned, “I sat on my bed for a minute and I thought I would just lie down for a few more … next thing I know … it’s almost four in the afternoon.”
Jean-Luc let out a laugh, “Well, you were exhausted Logan and you would have been no good to anyone last night.”
“Yeah, I know, you were right. But, I’m going to go there later on.”
“And you shall be all rested and able to concentrate on this young lady.”
“Yes,” Logan agreed, “you were right about that too. I do feel much better. Anyways, the reason I called, I just turned on the news, I guess were famous.”
“Well, Thiebulet is the one who is famous,” Jean-Luc, said as if he was correcting him, “not we. And believe me … you prefer it this way.”
“Meaning?”
“We angered a lot of bad people yesterday Logan. That is our job. Today not only did we put Vochescu out of business, but we have also interrupted a lot of cash flow to his clients, maybe stopping most of it all together. Let Thiebulet be the front man, as well as those others. We must be unseen and unknown, it the best protection for all of us,” then Jean-Luc emphasized, “and for our families.”
“I understand completely.” Logan said, “How long has this been going on, the news story I mean?”
“Oh, since about ten this morning.” Jean-Luc Answered, “Thiebulet must have gone home right to bed and got there early this morning. He called a last minute news conference and laid out all the details. It has been the talk of the town all day.”
“And I slept right through it all.”
“That’s true.”
“So, you are going to Le Club Argenté D'oiseau later then?” Jean-Luc asked.
“Yes,” Logan answered, “and this time I hope there will be no more distractions.”
“You sound a little nervous.”
“I guess I am.”
“Ha!” Jean-Luc exclaimed, “Is it not humorous just the way that is. Here is the man who took down one of the most dangerous gangsters in Europe … and a little woman makes him nervous.” Logan then heard Jean-Luc laughing.
“It is funny isn’t it?”
“Yes, it is. But do you want to hear something else that is funny?” Jean-Luc asked.
“What’s that?”
“Cynophobia?” Logan asked baffled, “What the hell is that?”
“It is the abnormal fear of dogs.” Jean-Luc answered, “You were wondering why Bela had no guard dogs on the compound, that is the reason. He hates dogs, he is terrified of them.”
“One of the most feared men in Europe, and I could have taken him down with a poodle instead of a bullet?” Logan asked jokingly, “It would have saved us a lot of work and him a leg. Serves him right, how can a man hate a dog? Dogs are the best.”
“I guess everyone has a weakness.” Jean-Luc said. “Well, you go out and have some fun with that little weakness of yours then Logan.”
“Okay Jean, thanks. See you later.” They both said good-bye to each other and Logan hung up the telephone. He sat and watched a little more of the news program, waiting for the sports reports to see the football standings. He missed some of the games while he was gone and hadn’t seen any newspaper yet.
The news broadcast then ended. Logan stood and went into his bedroom to his closet to pick out what he was going to wear that evening when he went to Le Club Argenté D'oiseau . This time it would be black slacks, and a charcoal grey mock turtleneck along with his leather jacket. Same basic outfit, different colors. He laid them on the bed and began to pace around his room and the rest of his apartment. It was true, he was nervous about seeing Lily. That was the effect she had on him. He thought of how all see had to do is look at him, and he would begin to stutter while he spoke, his fingertips would shake, or all other thoughts would be obstructed and all he could concentrate on was her face.
He looked to his watch and saw that it was now 5:45 PM, and he planned to arrive at Le Club Argenté D'oiseau around eight that evening. He had over two hours to kill, so he spent it pacing his apartment and rocking in his chair contemplating how he was going to spend that evening with Lily. What to say to her and what to talk about. The time seemed to drag, but finally it was a quarter passed seven, he dressed in the clothes that he had chosen and left his apartment. He walked to the corner of his street, summoned a taxi and then was on his way.
It was evening in Paris and the streets were bustling with the movement of the people and all the side activities. The lights from the streets and buildings blanketed everything with the mixture of their glows. In twenty minutes, the taxi stopped across the street from Le Club Argenté D'oiseau. It was all lit brightly and the building itself reflected outward onto everything around it. It was almost the centerpiece of attention. The patrons were going in two, three, four or more at a time. Logan looked at his watch and saw that it was now just five minutes to eight. He took a few minutes to give himself just a little more time to build his courage up. He then took a few deep breaths, and crossed the street.
He walked in a brisk yet nervous pace and then he came right up to the door. He recognized the doorman, and the doorman recognized him. He nodded his head to Logan and opened the door for him.
“Thank you very much.” Logan said acknowledging him. He entered and saw the club was now much busier than he had seen from the last times he was there. In addition, he felt the eyes of all the men upon him again, this new man, who was he, that they’ve never seen before. He made his way to where he could see the private table that belonged to Claude Deveraux, and sitting there was Lily with all of her friends. Logan began to feel his heart pounding slightly.
He began to make his way to the table, it was slow because the club was somewhat crowded at the time, and many of the men would stop Logan and ask him his name or if he were alone. Logan then noticed that he had caught the attention of Clive. Clive was smiling at first, however when he saw Logan, that smile disappeared suddenly. Clive kept his stare on Logan and soon the others at the table turned to see what he was looking at. The same reaction came from everyone.
Miriam looked … stopped smiling. Cosette looked … stopped smiling. Bricey looked … stopped smiling. Giselle looked … stopped smiling. Then Lily turned and saw him, he knew then something was wrong. She took a quick look at him, and then turned her back as if she were shocked. Then she slowly turned and looked at him and she too wasn’t smiling. In fact, she looked rather sad.
Claude on the other hand looked at all at his table. The expression on his face was actually one of amusement.
Lily then stood and walked over to Logan, she was wearing a lavender metallic mini dress with long sleeves. She stopped abruptly about two feet in front of him, crossed her arms and asked coldly, “So … where have you been?”
It suddenly occurred to Logan that he had no answer for her question … and … who would ever believe it. His mind went blank; he had no idea as to what to say to her. All he could muster was, “I … um … something came up.”
“That’s all you have to say for yourself?” Lily asked angrily, “Something came up? As I recall, standing in front on my flat, FOUR NIGHTS AGO, you were supposed to meet me here the next night, and ‘start all over,’ isn’t that so?”
“Yes.”
“So … start what all over?”
Logan was speechless with this cold reception. He began to stutter out, “Well … um … you know. What was starting between us?”
“What was starting between us? That’s just it Logan, something had started, then you abruptly stopped. I sat here the next night waiting for you … hour after hour. I thought something might have happened to you. I sat here the next evening also, and you’re not here,” Lily said, in a stern and angry tone, “now all of a sudden you pop in out of the blue. Where have you been?”
Logan thought for a split second, how could he possibly tell her where he had been? Even though it was true, it would be impossible for her or anyone to believe. “I … well … I just got called out of town suddenly.” It was all he could think of.
Lily crossed arms began to tighten, “Called out of town? Called where?”
“Someplace north of here.”
“And this ‘place north of here’, there are no telephones or any ways to communicate?”
Logan looked down to her feet, nodded his head slowly ‘no’, and said, “Well … no actually. From where I was … I had no access to a telephone.”
Lily’s lips now began to purse, “I’m getting angrier at you by the second Logan, I feel that you’re keeping something from me. Is there another woman or something? Is that it? You are married then … aren’t you?”
“No!” Logan exclaimed, “I’ve never been married and there is no other girl.”
“Then what is it then?” Her expression told him that she wanted the truth, now, and it had to be his final answer.
Logan felt the nervousness of his predicament. He saw in his mind just telling her: “Well you see babe it’s like this. I was living out in the forest around a farmhouse for three days and nights spying on one of the most notorious gangsters in all of Europe. I coordinated the raid on his home, shot four men, crippling the gangster in the process, stopped the sale of about a ton narcotics, and saved a bunch of children from being sold into sexual slavery. Why did I do all this you ask? Simple dear, I’m undercover for the French National Police! Get it?”
Logan looked up from her feet and to her eyes and simply said, “All I can tell you is … well … that it’s …”
“Yeah … complicated.”
Her expression no turned colder, “Complicated and mysterious, is that what you want to be to me Logan? Because I just cannot have that. I just had a man who burdened me finally taken out of my life, and that is thanks to you, but is this how you want to be? Coming in like a knight in shining armor, just to keep yourself at a distance?”
“No, I don’t want that.”
“Then tell me then, what happened, where were you?”
Logan then looked up to the ceiling, “You wouldn’t believe me if I told you.”
Lily then turned hastily and stepped back to where her friends were sitting, Logan followed behind. When she got the she looked to them and said, “Miriam? Cosette? Giselle? I’m sorry, but my evening has suddenly been ruined. Would you all mind coming home with me?”
Giselle said, “But of course my dear, come on girls.” The girls all then stood and went to Lily’s side.
Logan could see tears starting to form in Lily’s eyes and he said, “Lily, wait. Don’t go.”
“No Logan,” she said sternly, “I can’t do this. Until you come clean with me, I will not do this. You cannot be ‘complicated’ do you understand? I can’t have mysteries about a man I would be involved with.”
“But, I told you before that my life is very complicated.” Logan said.
Lily looked to him, “Well then Logan, until you can make yourself uncomplicated to me … go piss off.” She and the other girls then turned and exited rapidly leaving Logan standing there. The last three words she said caused a stabbing pain in his chest.
He stood there with his hands on his hips and watched as the for of them left the club. He took a deep breath through his nostrils and then realized that Clive, Bricey and Claude were still sitting at the table and staring at him. He looked over to them and there was a brief uncomforting feeling between him and them. Finally, Clive motioned for him to have a seat. Logan slowly sauntered over, sat down hard on the open chair next to Clive, folded his hands between his open knees and looked sadly to the floor.
Clive placed a sympathetic hand on Logan’s shoulder and said, “She is angry with you, because she cares for you.”
Logan looked at Clive’s face, he was smiling just a little and he asked him, “You think so huh?”
“Now I really feel like shit.” Logan said.
“She is angry with you now, give her a little time to settle down,” Clive advised him, “then go to her and give her your explanation.” Clive gave Logan’s shoulder a little shake to get his attention focused, “You do have an explanation, do you not?”
“Yes … yes I do.”
“Then what is it? Can you tell me?”
Logan then stood up and said to Clive, “You want to know the truth? Well that’s what wrong … it’s the truth. I tell you right now Clive, if I … had to explain to me … what happened and where I’ve been? Well, to tell you the truth I would not believe me.” He then turned and left the club himself quickly.
He stepped outside of Le Club Argenté D'oiseau and looked to the direction that Lily would have taken to walk home. There he saw the four of them standing on the corner. Miriam, Cosette, and Giselle were all trying to comfort Lily who was crying. Lily looked up and saw Logan standing on the steps of the entryway, the other girls looked up and gave him a cold stare, Lily then motioned for all of them to leave and with that, the four of them disappeared around the corner. Logan then began to feel more worse. He stepped down onto the sidewalk and began to walk in the opposite direction.
He never summoned a taxi or took a bus; he walked the entire way to his home.
* * *
The walk had taken him a few hours. Once he reached his apartment, it was just starting to become dawn. He sat down in his chair not bothering to turn on any of the lights, he drifted off to sleep. He was then awoken by the sound of his telephone; the morning light was now illuminating his living room.
He picked up the phone and said sleepily, “Hello.”
“Logan! You are home!” It was Jean-Luc. “Are you still asleep?”
“What time is it?”
“It is just past ten.”
“What’s up Jean?”
“Two things, first, how did it go last night?”
Logan was hesitant with his answer and Jean-Luc sensed it. “Well, to tell you honestly Jean, I blew it big time.”
“What do you mean?”
“She was very angry with me and I can’t blame her.” Logan said, “I was supposed to meet her that night on the day we were called away. I was gone for four days and nights, she didn’t here from me, I basically can’t explain where I’ve been, you know.”
“Sounds very complicated.” Jean-Luc said with sympathy.
“Yeah, well that word has been bantered about a lot.” Logan said.
“Well, my friend, my advice it to give her a little time then go and pursue her. Tell her what happened.”
“Oh come on Jean, if I told you where I have been all that time, if you were a woman, wouldn’t you think it was all bullshit?”
“I see what you mean.” Jean agreed, “But, give it a few days, at least try and work it out.”
“Yeah, right. I’m not very good at this romance thing; I’ve been out of that game for a long while.” Logan said, “You said there two things, what’s the other?”
“Well, speaking of games, some of the other guys want to know if you would like to practice at some football this afternoon, we need our goalkeeper.”
“I don’t know Jean. Maybe not today.”
“Come on Logan, it is a beautiful day, some running around in the sunshine with a little aggressive play will do you good. Afterwards we will go for a drink and talk about it.
Logan thought for a second, “Alright, what time?”
“One o’clock?”
“OK then, come by and get me.”
“Logan?”
“Yes Jean?”
“It will all be alright for you, I know it.”
“Thanks Jean.” - - -
- - - “That will be $22.75 sir.” The taxi driver said to Logan. He looked out from the window and saw that he was now on the Canadian side of the river. He opened the door and took his bag. He reached into his pocket and gave the driver a single bill, who looked at it and said, “I can’t break a hundred dollar bill sir.”
“You don’t have to,” Logan said quietly to him, “just keep it.”
The driver’s expression became one of pleasant surprise, “Why thank you, thank you sir. You have yourself a pleasant trip wherever you’re going.”
“Thank you,” Logan said, all the time making sure that his face was not that well seen, “be careful driving back.”
“Good night then sir.” The driver said.
“Good night to you too.” Logan then turned and went into the building where he would enter Canada.
He stepped up to a desk where a young woman with red hair sat; she was wearing an official Canadian Immigration uniform. When he stood directly in front of her, she smiled and said, “Good evening.”
“Bonjour.” Logan replied in French using his acquired French accent.
The woman then replied in French, “What brings you to Canada?”
The both then spoke in French to each other during the initial interview.
“I received a last minute invitation from some friends of mine in Marseilles to meet them for a quick vacation in the Caribbean.” Logan then produced his French passport. “Unfortunately, the United States still has no direct flights to Havana, so I have to travel to Toronto and catch a flight.”
“Havana huh? I envy you, so nice and warm there. The Americans don’t know what they are missing because of their silly embargo.” She took the passport and examined it. “How long do you plan on being in Canada sir?”
“Probably just a few hours. I’m going to catch a flight out of here at Windsor to Toronto and then catch the first plane to Cuba.”
The girl then looked at the photo of Logan on the passport, then to him. She stamped it with the Canadian seal, handed it back to him and said in French, “Welcome to Canada Mr. Morrow. Have a pleasant time in Havana.”
“Merci beaucoup.” Logan replied to her.
Logan then left the building and once he was outside, he saw the observation point that he had stood at some thirty years ago, in that time … before he was Logan. It was an open concrete area with some benches and tables right at the edge of the Detroit River where there was a metal railing to barricading you back from the water. Logan stepped up right to the edge on the railing and looked at the skyline of Detroit. Starting with the Joe Louis Arena, then over to the Cobo Center, then Hart Plaza, and finally to the most famous landmark of the city, the five round towers of the Renaissance center.
He thought of how peaceful Detroit looked from this side of the river, and then his memory went back to the night he stood here last, saying good-bye to someone on the other side, and then saying he was sorry for what he had done.
He reached into his breast pocket and took from it the last piece of his surveillance equipment that he had. All the others were discarded in various trash bins, some miles apart, all wrapped in their fast food restaurant bags to help them blend in to the rest of the trash.
It was his monocular. The same one he used to watch the pedophile Jared Bartholomew, the same one he used to watch the man who supplied him his little boys, Gregior Divic, and the same one he used to watch the street gangs and the narcotics dealers. In addition, the same one he had when he saw the police watching his home the night before.
He looked around to see if anyone was near enough to see what he was about to do, when he saw that he was secure and alone, he threw the monocular into the river. It went out some thirty feet, as soon as Logan heard the splash it made he turned quickly and made his way to the nearest taxi stand, and summoned a taxi that would take him to the Windsor Airport.


